jenellkatrina:

When you don’t give your woman the attention she deserves, another man will.

Sometimes I think I am too young to be stressin about things that older people should stress about. I think it’s because work wise, I believe I am above my years. I worry and stress about things that I shouldn’t because my position is meant for someone older and wiser and more experienced. I am the youngest yet I am the lead. How do you tell someone 10 years older then what to do. I just don’t have it me, I don’t know how to be that way. Maybe I was thinking more about the salary then the position. I definitely think I know how to do my job and I know how to do it very well. It’s just the stress level I carry is what I can not handle. 

 I am NOT tooting my own horn but if I left my doctor would definitely worry. Everyone is replaceable.. but some people are HARD to replace.

When I completely trust you I confide practically everything to you. That’s hard. I’ve only had one person I was able to do that with in the past. Which is my BestFriend now. Of course she &  I aren’t as close as we used to be so we haven’t really been in a situation where I tell her every detail of my life which is fine because I know shes always going to be my best friend and will always be there for me. But anyways.. I never met a guy I could fully confide in until now. & I hope I can still do that. I just feel like damage is done and although it’s not at all that serious it really upsets me because me confiding and trusting is a big deal to me. Ya, I DON’T have to tell you everything but I don’t want to be given that choice. I want to be like.. dang I CAN tell you everything and trust it. It’s really not about what was repeated it’s all just about trust. I’m not saying I trust you less. All I’m really saying is Now I gotta watch what I say and I never want to feel like that but truthfully.. that’s how I’m feelin.

— I really want to pay off my school loan and get my next career going. I don’t want to say I made a mistake going to a trade school and becoming a medical assistant but I wish I had thought it through more before I made a huge step. I am just not happy where I am right now.

I’m not really into making New Year resolutions.

amarieslush:

I guess you’re always going to feel that stomach drop when you see the person although there is NO intention whatsoever to want to be with that person again.